When struck down by emotional pain the mind protects us with a numbing daze. The pain comes in waves then easier briefly.... Sitting numb and feeling no connection to the world and your just floating nearby while watching life continue it formation.
To lose a loved one suddenly shatters your being adding another element to the natural grieving. The confusion of trying to understand because there is no place in the mind that this trauma fits, so one can grieve their loss in a natural life and death situation that's suppose to learn to fit. Grieving is traumatic regardless of the way, but the events that bring some losses about require a process that the mind can't initially absorb, so it takes time expanding a new perspective to distribute the pain. The numbness and fog begin to lift and the pain finds a balance that you can tell will allow you to continue in your new existence. Emotional pain feels like it can cause your death all by its self when its consuming with such anguish and only time can help.
Devastated and thinking "how can this be" the mind races for a place that this belongs before the pain consumes all of what you used to be. Hanging on by a thread in wonder if it will forever consume who you are? The numbing daze allows a brief breathe from the pain, but even then the ache teeters in doubt as it frantically searches for a place of control to hang on. The mind finally does find a perspective place, but the struggle takes time in finding that place. Time is the answer which is hard to hear when each moment of every day feels like a year. Within these moments something is unknowingly transpiring, so dig deeper within beyond the depth you all ready know because there is a mystical place of uncharted water within to allow these emotions to spread evenly and flow. It's a perspective that will be added to your being you have yet to come to know. People call it a strength, but personally I see it as a mystical realm because when I discovered it nothing of strength felt like it was around.
To lose a loved one suddenly shatters your being adding another element to the natural grieving. The confusion of trying to understand because there is no place in the mind that this trauma fits, so one can grieve their loss in a natural life and death situation that's suppose to learn to fit. Grieving is traumatic regardless of the way, but the events that bring some losses about require a process that the mind can't initially absorb, so it takes time expanding a new perspective to distribute the pain. The numbness and fog begin to lift and the pain finds a balance that you can tell will allow you to continue in your new existence. Emotional pain feels like it can cause your death all by its self when its consuming with such anguish and only time can help.
Devastated and thinking "how can this be" the mind races for a place that this belongs before the pain consumes all of what you used to be. Hanging on by a thread in wonder if it will forever consume who you are? The numbing daze allows a brief breathe from the pain, but even then the ache teeters in doubt as it frantically searches for a place of control to hang on. The mind finally does find a perspective place, but the struggle takes time in finding that place. Time is the answer which is hard to hear when each moment of every day feels like a year. Within these moments something is unknowingly transpiring, so dig deeper within beyond the depth you all ready know because there is a mystical place of uncharted water within to allow these emotions to spread evenly and flow. It's a perspective that will be added to your being you have yet to come to know. People call it a strength, but personally I see it as a mystical realm because when I discovered it nothing of strength felt like it was around.