Seasons change, years pass by, emotional pain can blend this time. Scars of the heart, how do we grieve? Time moves forward fresh and new though the past remains fresh with the hope, time does truly heal all wounds. What was once the norm has already changed, but the heart still feels the pain as if it was, just yesterday. The acceptance of this heartfelt change subtly seeps in, but the pieces of ones-self don't go back together as they once did. You know you still are, who you always were, though the pieces of yourself don't fit back together like they did prior to the wound that isn't yet a scar. Basic routines get set back into motion with the world moving forward and you can't connect with that of the motions.
The new year marks new beginnings and with this it stabilizes the heartfelt ending. Scars of the Heart hold a loving magical connection. How could the world be moving on when the heart feels the life it had.... that will not normally continue on as it once have? Time is drifting that period of life away , healing the wound to allow you to become some form of a new you in the future since that day. A slow healing wound transforming the pieces and trying to figure out how they fit together, these unfamiliar pieces. If you don't get dished more than you can handle, certain scars of the heart still kill you even though you physically continue to walk while in the dark . No short cuts to be found around the pain, just pushing hard with hopes of reaching the other side of the trauma and pain.
Hope sheds a new light when that first brief moment is felt where the pain briefly eases, this is when you become aware in time you will get there with these unfamiliar pieces. Relapses of bad days still will occur, but those will also become farther apart handling them better each time they appear.
When they do start to appear the shift from grieving to guilt can commonly occur. Being able to reach a better level of dealing with pain can stir the guilt of feeling better from the change. No longer able to touch, hear, or see this person that meant so much and time healed you to survive this hurt, finding a way to love, while putting this trauma in its perspective time frame that it was.
Time moves you beyond the breaks that changed what once was your norm, temporarily leaving a blank space in time then life continues on to a new year and form. For an undetermined period of time you watch life as if your not connected to the motions going on, like a movie your obviously not a part of, though your functioning about in a painful yet numbing space of time.
One of the hardest things to believe is the pain actually does ease and some of the best days of your life are still yet to be. Don't allow the surface of guilt because often in life we are part of another persons lessons in life and though theirs has ended we wouldn't trade that period of our life that allowed us to have them and they help us grow in our life. Those times brought about many wonderful days and blessings. Hold on tight where ever you are because this pain will lead you to something divine that logic cannot see or understand in the present time. The scars of the heart will be held ever so dear, tattooed as a part of who you will be and already are because they are near.
Whatever circumstances that caused the scars of the heart, don't allow the pain to ongoing run your mind with "what ifs", "should haves", "could haves" types of scenarios because the mind can play games while time is healing the wound to a scar.
The days float by and blend together, but occasions and times bring the reality of how long you have actually been pushing forward. These mark the end of certain times and you have been strong, though nothing feels like strength only weakness inside, having doubt will this wound heal inside.
Accepting is one of the hardest things in life, so when you find a perspective to do that, time can offer new ways of life. You can stretch much further than you think and this growth is only known when your heart was touched and healed with a scar.
What falls to earth lives in the divine and those connected can flourish by this foundational bond given from that period of time.
We welcome the New Year with new found dreams holding tight to past memories as you release what was in its place and time to peacefully live as you should do inside. Whether remembering the good or the bad once acceptance is reached they will flow positively with you always and forever where you go and reach.
Those best days ahead yet to come in your life, they will be part of as you walk strong from the pieces you gathered due to having that special person for a time in your life. They are somewhere safe and sound as they watch you happily welcome the New year, content you reached that place of perspective to look back without staring where a loving closed door is found.
Don't feel bad the door is closed because the door only represent that place and time and your loved one is closer than logic allows you to see here in this worldly time.
Old acquaintance may be forgot, but those who left the scar on your heart will remain near and "Never be Forgot" regardless of all the New Years.
The new year marks new beginnings and with this it stabilizes the heartfelt ending. Scars of the Heart hold a loving magical connection. How could the world be moving on when the heart feels the life it had.... that will not normally continue on as it once have? Time is drifting that period of life away , healing the wound to allow you to become some form of a new you in the future since that day. A slow healing wound transforming the pieces and trying to figure out how they fit together, these unfamiliar pieces. If you don't get dished more than you can handle, certain scars of the heart still kill you even though you physically continue to walk while in the dark . No short cuts to be found around the pain, just pushing hard with hopes of reaching the other side of the trauma and pain.
Hope sheds a new light when that first brief moment is felt where the pain briefly eases, this is when you become aware in time you will get there with these unfamiliar pieces. Relapses of bad days still will occur, but those will also become farther apart handling them better each time they appear.
When they do start to appear the shift from grieving to guilt can commonly occur. Being able to reach a better level of dealing with pain can stir the guilt of feeling better from the change. No longer able to touch, hear, or see this person that meant so much and time healed you to survive this hurt, finding a way to love, while putting this trauma in its perspective time frame that it was.
Time moves you beyond the breaks that changed what once was your norm, temporarily leaving a blank space in time then life continues on to a new year and form. For an undetermined period of time you watch life as if your not connected to the motions going on, like a movie your obviously not a part of, though your functioning about in a painful yet numbing space of time.
One of the hardest things to believe is the pain actually does ease and some of the best days of your life are still yet to be. Don't allow the surface of guilt because often in life we are part of another persons lessons in life and though theirs has ended we wouldn't trade that period of our life that allowed us to have them and they help us grow in our life. Those times brought about many wonderful days and blessings. Hold on tight where ever you are because this pain will lead you to something divine that logic cannot see or understand in the present time. The scars of the heart will be held ever so dear, tattooed as a part of who you will be and already are because they are near.
Whatever circumstances that caused the scars of the heart, don't allow the pain to ongoing run your mind with "what ifs", "should haves", "could haves" types of scenarios because the mind can play games while time is healing the wound to a scar.
The days float by and blend together, but occasions and times bring the reality of how long you have actually been pushing forward. These mark the end of certain times and you have been strong, though nothing feels like strength only weakness inside, having doubt will this wound heal inside.
Accepting is one of the hardest things in life, so when you find a perspective to do that, time can offer new ways of life. You can stretch much further than you think and this growth is only known when your heart was touched and healed with a scar.
What falls to earth lives in the divine and those connected can flourish by this foundational bond given from that period of time.
We welcome the New Year with new found dreams holding tight to past memories as you release what was in its place and time to peacefully live as you should do inside. Whether remembering the good or the bad once acceptance is reached they will flow positively with you always and forever where you go and reach.
Those best days ahead yet to come in your life, they will be part of as you walk strong from the pieces you gathered due to having that special person for a time in your life. They are somewhere safe and sound as they watch you happily welcome the New year, content you reached that place of perspective to look back without staring where a loving closed door is found.
Don't feel bad the door is closed because the door only represent that place and time and your loved one is closer than logic allows you to see here in this worldly time.
Old acquaintance may be forgot, but those who left the scar on your heart will remain near and "Never be Forgot" regardless of all the New Years.