Often going back to the basics provide a pattern of clues stabilizing our footing to continue to carry us through. Splice in the lesson experienced from the fall makes the basics within grow stronger.... illuminating the positive to magically appear after the fall. One thing I have come to learn is dusting myself off, leaving the negative within the particles of that cloudy dust that eventually washes off. Positive aspects lie beneath the dust and no matter how small they may be, once I find it, that's what gains my focus no longer being consumed by the negative dust.
The clouds of dust that have been mild tend to clear in a short frame of time. Then there's been the clouds carrying such negativity that flying fragments mixed in penetrate so deep it take ones entire being down. This makes it not only hard to breath, but sends sharp striking pain coming from directions your sense of well-being can not explain. Unable to distinguish oneself from the dust, laying flat on ones back coated in negative particles known as life kicking our ass, leaving us amidst the earths Dust. Thoughts, hopes and dreams have been blown away, but what maintains within is a core of ones- being that has been growing through the unexplained ongoing pain. Back to the basic stabilizing seeds provided early on for times and periods such as these.
We are grown-ups still dusting off our knees because when young the dusting of those knees were huge to us, like these. Those periods long ago took place and we regained our footing continuing about to find ourselves at this here and now, stage and place due to growth. The pain is different with each event taking place, but it still comes down to getting back up on our feet and bravely step forward leaving the negativity from the fall beneath our feet. The negative particles disperse to the earth which is ironically where our new growth all started when we found ourselves down on our knees in the dust of the earth.
We don't forget and of course we'll always care, but to make what was once upon a time profound.... we must dust the piece of positive and carry it as strength to the future journeys yet to be found. Traumatic pain penetrates so deep we become somewhat numb in our existence. Floating along disconnected because there's no normalize place for our feet. Normal will never be the same though there is a new normal that is being built as you float about in a numbing pain. Relief is near even though nothing is clear, these type of painful dusting require more time because the core is extremely strengthening to a level beyond what once was feared. Nothing feels like strength as of yet, but it is building and will surface as if to magically appear. One of the hardest realizations to regain your footing is accepting that the "Why" may remain in the Mystical Mysteries where logic has no existence. Touching us wholeheartedly and deeply profound from its Mystical existence and knowing the "why" is out there existing, but for now isn't meant to be found with the logic that we live in.
The clouds of dust that have been mild tend to clear in a short frame of time. Then there's been the clouds carrying such negativity that flying fragments mixed in penetrate so deep it take ones entire being down. This makes it not only hard to breath, but sends sharp striking pain coming from directions your sense of well-being can not explain. Unable to distinguish oneself from the dust, laying flat on ones back coated in negative particles known as life kicking our ass, leaving us amidst the earths Dust. Thoughts, hopes and dreams have been blown away, but what maintains within is a core of ones- being that has been growing through the unexplained ongoing pain. Back to the basic stabilizing seeds provided early on for times and periods such as these.
We are grown-ups still dusting off our knees because when young the dusting of those knees were huge to us, like these. Those periods long ago took place and we regained our footing continuing about to find ourselves at this here and now, stage and place due to growth. The pain is different with each event taking place, but it still comes down to getting back up on our feet and bravely step forward leaving the negativity from the fall beneath our feet. The negative particles disperse to the earth which is ironically where our new growth all started when we found ourselves down on our knees in the dust of the earth.
We don't forget and of course we'll always care, but to make what was once upon a time profound.... we must dust the piece of positive and carry it as strength to the future journeys yet to be found. Traumatic pain penetrates so deep we become somewhat numb in our existence. Floating along disconnected because there's no normalize place for our feet. Normal will never be the same though there is a new normal that is being built as you float about in a numbing pain. Relief is near even though nothing is clear, these type of painful dusting require more time because the core is extremely strengthening to a level beyond what once was feared. Nothing feels like strength as of yet, but it is building and will surface as if to magically appear. One of the hardest realizations to regain your footing is accepting that the "Why" may remain in the Mystical Mysteries where logic has no existence. Touching us wholeheartedly and deeply profound from its Mystical existence and knowing the "why" is out there existing, but for now isn't meant to be found with the logic that we live in.